SICK

Arau's weather is awfully bad. Its been raining since the first day I've arrived and I'm sneezing like koo-ka-choo! -.-' Thank god I have my cute little teddy bear to stay smiling at me, no matter how sick and awful I look. I love you baby! ((:

EXAMMM!

I really hope that everything will be just fine, Insyaallah (':

Awwwwww, how sweet is that? I want one too >o<

A GIRL

Is the most complex creation you will ever find on the earth. And yes, its true. Doesn't counts whether you can resolve a the most historical crime investigation nor the most high-tech robotic motherboard whatsoever, a girl still can be more complex than a full-collection of all encyclopedia that ever exist. A girl, a women, a mother. God has created female as soft as feather for babies to lap on her shoulder and have a good-comfy nap, and also as tough as human can be to be a shield, a protector. A girl, you will never know the content of her heart. Although there's a smile on her lips, doesn't mean she's happy. A girl, is very good in hiding everything, including her true feelings. And I wonder, will you, my opponent gender, will ever dissolve this in your mind?

THE BURIED LIFE

I'M TIRED

Aww, how cute (': One day, I'm gonna have my own baby. I don't care, I must to. 

HAHA, I'm suchhh a lazybone to get done all of my ass-signment. :p

You've come back (':

Off to bed, nightynight all.

I've always want a kiss on my forehead.

WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, LOVE

I've got this gift for you, happy 26th birthday R (':

5th RAMADHAN

Sahur: Just some plain water.

Berbuka: Ohh, today I'm gonna say that I've had the greatest dishes for berbuka puasa. Plus, I'm eating out with my friends, and they are Wana, Kak Zura and Kak Sarah (: We had this lovely foods at Singgah Rasa Utara Restaurant which located at Arau, near to C-Mart. We have to reserved our place first as to facilitate the cook and the servers to serve our dish before the azan later. And yeah we had table number 16, hee. As for me, I'm having my favourite Nasi Goreng Ayam 3 Rasa and Sayur Campur Goreng. And I'm having teh 'o' ais as my drink. Aww! The tangy and sweet and spicy taste of the chicken, compliment the fresh and crispy mixed veggies was sooo awesome! As for Wana, she's having her favourite Sayur Kailan Ikan Masin and Sotong Masak Paprik and she ate it with plain rice. And today's specialty was her drink, fresh orang juice. Yummay! As for Kak Zura, as simple as she is, she's having Ayam Masak 3 Rasa with plain rice and local favourite teh 'o' ais as her drink. And for Kak Sarah, well, she's having Telur Bistik as her dish and she compliment it with plain rice and Coke as her drink. Thank you girls for making my day! Burp-burrp! :D

I love french braid, I know how to do it, and I'll do it almost everyday (:

HEARTBREAK

So after all the future discussion about us, I found this. I've found that you've been treating other ladies with such attitude. Sometimes, I wonder, when did you ever love me for real. It's not that I can't overcome my jealousy, but the way you act as I did not exist had cause me such pain. And each time you asked what's wrong with me, I will never be able to answer to you because it is too painful to mention about. You had me crying for all night, are happy now?

I WAS SOO BORED

 And so I play this Barbie game, HAHA ;D

4th RAMADHAN

Sahur: just drinking some plain water.

Berbuka: Nasi lauk ikan keli sambal and some mixed veggies. Having the usual teh 'o' ais. And yeah, I've found some awesome and delish cempedak goreng back at the R.P.A. bazaar today. Nyumnyum! :D

Full-tummy, Izzy (:

3rd RAMADHAN

Sahur: Plain water and a bar of Big Bang Cloud 9 chocolate :D

Berbuka: Nasi ayam from Damai cafe, located in my university and a slice of caramel pudding with sirap laici selasih, how refreshing. Yummay! 

Full-tummy, Izzy (:

2nd RAMADHAN

Sahur: Extra popiah goreng semalam je, hee :D

Berbuka: Nasi kerabu lagi (nyum-nyumm!), roti jala and sirap laici selasih.

Full-tummy, Izzy (:

1st RAMADHAN

Sahur : Cornflakes with dutch lady full-cream milk. (and a bar of Big Bang Cloud 9, hee.)

Berbuka : Nasi kerabu, popiah goreng, a date as a must and iced ice-cream soda. (and a lot of plain water too, thirstyyy :p )

Full-tummy, Izzy (:

NIGHT

A night and coming nights with the most loyal hugging-partner, my lovely bantal muchuk (';

MY PRAYER, FOR TONIGHT

Ya Allah, Most Merciful,

If this is the fate that You have wrote for me,

Then I shall accept it as it is.

But one thing that I really beg from You, Ya Allah,

Please,

Give me a strength strong enough for me to face this,

For You shall know that I have such a fragile heart of most,

For whatever it is that You have decide for me,

I believe, there is reason, nor important life lesson that You want to taught me,

So that tomorrow, whenever a bigger test come,

I'll be stronger.

Ya Allah,

I'm thankful for You have given me a chance to feel how love can be as it is,

Though it is only last for a while, I'll never regret it,

It happened, rather than never.

Ya Allah,

As for him, please make his days as merry,

Thank you for introducing him in my life, as he change me for better person,

And take a good care like there's one of your angel wrapped it wings around him.

Ya Allah,

Please never give up on me, though I'm not the best among your servants,

Hold me tight in Your right path and direction, I shall get back as I am when I was little in old days, 

Amin, Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN YANG MULIA

Semoga semua mendapat keberkatan dari Allah SWT dalam menjalani bulan puasa ini dengan penuh khusyuk demi mengejar pahala yang melimpah ruah dengan mengerjakan ibadah Nya. InsyaAllah, Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

And a reminder to myself, be tough, be strong, don't let anything to let you down. Nothing can bring you peace but yourself. Remember, after the rain, there's always a rainbow. Just thought that it will be sweeter with you here. (':

STICKY SWEET

Aww (':

INSPIRED

Kehidupan di dunia ini tidak menjanjikan satu jaminan yang berkekalan. Apa yang ada hanyalah percubaan, cabaran dan pelbagai peluang. Jaminan yang kekal abadi hanya dapat ditemui apabila kembali semula kepada Illahi.

Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba. Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup. Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.

THE TRUTH

I think I'm afraid to be happy, because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happen to me.

I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY (:

'TILL LATER

Tonight, I'll be departing back to my university in Arau. Which means it will be a long period until I post my next entry into this blog. Hoping high that everything is gonna be okay. InsyaAllah. In meanwhile, I'll always save you in me.

BE STRONG

You can take everything I have,

You can break everything I am,

Like I'm made of glass, 

Like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down.

I will be rising from the ground, 

Like a skyscraper.

I can't sleep.

The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you. (silly!) Lovers don't meet somewhere. They're in each other all along. - Rumi

" Sesungguhnya jika Allah mencintai seorang hamba maka Dia tenggelamkan hamba itu dalam cubaan , barangsiapa yang tidak pernah mengalami musibah maka ia jauh dari kasih sayang-Nya "

" Perempuan itu dinikahi kerana empat perkara , kerana hartanya , keturunannya , kecantikannya dan kerana agamanya . Lalu pilihlah perempuan yang beragama nescaya kamu bahagia " ♥

I SAY

If something is not happening for me, it doesn't mean it's never going to happen.

It means I'm not ready for it.

And in that case, I'll wait (':

I WANNA BE SKINNY

By smoking. May I?

BOOHOO

I'm sleepy.

Bigger issues.

Minor project.

Major project. 

But I can't sleep.

Lab reports.

I MISS YOU

a lot.

PANTHERA

During tonight's football match, I saw someone wear this shirt. It looks awesome! I want one too, hee :D

p/s: tiba-tiba, ahahaha

I LOVE YOU TIGER, RAWR!

It's okay, you've done great. You're outstanding! :D

"Bukan rawr lah, ngaum ngaumm!" - R

OH MY!

Call me clumsy, whacky or nuts. All that I know is I'm merry as red cherries as soon as I got the text that I've been waiting since the last time what I think as long as a century.

SISTERS OH SISTERS

In case you're wondering how my sisters going to look as they are dancers as I always nagging about, well here it is. HAHA ;D

AGREED

Its hard to please everybody. (I mean damn hard)

HEALING PROCESS

Oh my Whopper Jr. ! ;D

Tonight, I'll put myself out. Eating, galloping and digesting a Burger King meal while waiting for my two younger sisters practicing in their dancing class. My head is full with chemical reactions, reagent bottles and lab reports. Despite all that, I got bigger issue to dissolve. 

Ya Allah, please give me strength on this one. It hit me like no one before this.

BIG SORRY

Dear Miss Nurul Sharina Nasir, a huge sorry from me for not having any chance to hanging-out with you within these years. You might having these ideas that I'm making up all these excuses but really, I've got no dayum space that can be filled in with you and I hate that. I really missed you, and our JIGSS friends too. Big hug for you for being my loyal listener babe, no matter what crappy-things that I might told you so. (':

YOU, YOU AND YOU

I'm thinking of you, you and you. Wish I can meet you, you and you. Hope that you, you and you knows who you, you and you are. (':

FOR ONE LATE MORNING

Morning guys, I felt so wilty today that I have no idea what to eat for my breakfast. I end up with eating some toast smothered with cream cheese and tea. What kind of breakfast is that? -.-

NIGHTY-NIGHT

How I wish that you could be not just only in my dreams. And how I wish that we two "love us".

But you doesn't have to be this perfect. There's always an imperfection in every presence that you thought as perfection. That's just how it works, balanced.

LONG SIGH

After everything that happens within these days, I'm running out of fuel in completing anything.

WHAT YOU WIN OR LOSE

You just can't have everything.

I LIED TO MYSELF

That I can hold it in. 

And yes, I do cried over you.

ANYONE

If you fits the criteria, please come running to me )':

SOMEONE SAID THAT...

A life is only worth living for someone. But now, I have no one to cherish in deep thought for each other. Perhaps another try this time, and its for the countless time. Its not I'm gonna cry, it's way too lame for me and I'm tired of it. Just that is it so hard for a boy, I mean a man, to show that he's capable of giving his full commitment toward his relationship? Doesn't it meant that we have to give and take, not to forget that to accept each other in their own way? Or nowadays world has emerge the bond as one conditional statement that has to be artificially validated on Facebook's account? 

And this is why, I kept telling and reminding myself, never believe in someone when he said that he loves me unless he really do, or I will do stupid things to believe it. Because for God sake, I don't do love game. I take it as my life.

We meet, we care, we love, we left broken, we heal, we love again. Every time, we get better.

I WANT THIS REALLY BADLY !

HTC HD7 yawww! 

I've already browse on this, and it is really awesome. Aww handsome, you're on my top-wishlist.

IZZY

HAHA ;D

HEY (':

Hye there guys. Well, I'm back in KL for this semester's break. FYI, I'm now officially a part 5 chemistry student, which means a lotttt of suffer and kickin' stress will be pump out sooner. Minor and major projects are the main contributor to this apparently. Well yaada yaada so much talkin' won't do the jobs right? :p So  I try my best to have as much fun in process to get through this. Put a smile on your face although you have to fakin' it. List of nice musics will be a big-fat jetfuel in this process, I hope so. And yeah, maybe a lil' love will make me felt a lil' bit merrier. Hush hush, I love craptalkin' don't me guys? Besties, I LOVE YOU ALL! That's all fr this time. Love, Izzy.